I didn’t write some stories for the world — I wrote them to survive. Honestly, I never planned to start Readneed. It wasn’t a dream blog or a carefully thought-out project. Instead, it was born quietly — in between regrets, sleepless nights, and a heart that couldn’t carry everything anymore. At the time, I was stuck with 12 backlogs and way too many invisible battles inside. That’s when the words began to whisper. At first, they came out in fragments — messy truths, scribbled in pain, confusion, and a desperate need for release.
Back then, I never imagined anyone would actually read Readneed. I was just trying to breathe. And yet, here you are. That fact alone means more to me than I can ever explain.
From Quiet Whispers to Unfiltered Words
Over time, something shifted. What began as survival slowly became something more. Readneed isn’t a perfect blog — it’s a Maeddyyyy blog. Raw, flawed, and deeply human. Each post carries broken thoughts, half-healed feelings, and reflections that found me when life made absolutely no sense. Even so, I didn’t aim to sound wise or impressive. I simply wrote the truth as I lived it — as I struggled, fell, and tried to find myself again.
Not Just Writing, But Becoming
Gradually, writing turned into more than just an outlet — it became a way of existing. A form of healing I didn’t even realize I needed. Readneed holds my doubts, my growth, and the quiet moments that brought me peace. In fact, it captures all the little pieces of becoming — not all at once, but in slow, scattered fragments.
And yet, if even one of those pieces helps you feel seen or a little less alone in your own chaos, then maybe Readneed wasn’t just for me after all.
You Being Here Means Everything
Because truthfully, Readneed has become something beyond me. What started as my space to fall apart became a place to rebuild. A space for honesty, connection, and healing — even in small, silent ways. And knowing that someone out there might be reading, relating, or even just breathing easier because of these words? That changes everything.
This Is No Longer Just a Blog
So welcome to my unfiltered corner of the internet. Readneed is no longer just about surviving. Now, it’s about understanding, growing, and making space for the realest parts of being human. It’s not curated or made for clicks — it’s just me, trying to be real.
It’s reading that makes a difference — not because it’s loud or perfect, but because it’s honest. And if you’re here, you’re already part of Readneed.